i found this yesterday and completely forgot i even had it… then i watched it and got all depressed and missing london. it was from my birthday… barry took me up the london eye and we had to share the little pod with this family from america… haha, the conversation was pretty funny.
anyway, between yesterday and today, i received some awesome news, and all i can say is that i’m DEFINITELY lookin forward to this weekend. gonna be quite a situation. lol. all these amazing things keep happening, i don’t even know what’s going on. it’s literally one thing after another, and even right this second… as i’m writing this, i get an email that pretty much gave me the “ok” on something i was trying to make happen yesterday for someone… and i got it. friggin shit is insane lol… but i know what it is. i’m just grateful. this past year, i’ve been doing so many things for other people… BIG things. i’m a nice person and everything but seriously, lol, i normally don’t put in too much energy when it comes to other people to the point where i lose sleep over it. but… thats what i’ve done, thats what i’ve BEEN doing, and i’ve had their best interest at heart while never expecting anything in return. ever.
i’ve just wanted to see these people happy, and succeeding in whatever way they know how. but now all of a sudden since that’s happened… things have just been popping up in my life for ME. it’s absolutely blowing my mind, but it just goes to show you that the universe does listen. and the energy you put out there, in an honest way, comes back to you. and the things that ARE happening, or that i AM doing… these are things that are NOT by any means easy to come by. this shit is hard lol, and a lot of it is centered around competing with other people, or getting through other people, or knowing who to talk to, etc… and im seriously just PLOWING through. haha its absolutely crazy. all i know though, is that i am so grateful, and so completely thankful for all of these opportunities being thrown in my face, not even just for me, but for the few people i’ve wanted this for in the first place. the next couple of months will be incredible :)
i love my dress today :)
just sayin ;) i need to get rid of my tan lines tho. not a fan.
i updated my iphone yesterday to the new OS, and i’m in love. the folder option? genius. i mean, its something that should have been done ages ago considering how many apps there are… but now everything is organized and that makes me, like most women, very happy. haha. i also wrote another chapter of my book. that made me ecstatic because i never have time to sit and write like i want to, and the problem lies in that i take on 20 things at once, because i convince myself that i can do everything. i need to stop that or i’ll burn out soon. in the meantime though, i’m trying to pace myself better (trying being the operative word here), but its hard because i’m the type of person that jumps from one thing to the next without finishing the first, then i go back, and its a vicious circle. it’s just that i need constant, and i mean CONSTANT stimulation. i can’t be bored. the minute i’m bored, i move on to the next thing that excites me.
i think i do the same thing with guys =/
haha… i’ll work on that too.
i think thats all i got today. maybe i’ll have more tomorrow. based on the news today, i’m sure i will :)