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surprisingly after the last week or so… i’ve realized that life is good. life is more than good. i’ve wiped my slate clean, and got rid of anything and anyone that doesn’t add to the direction i’m going, in a positive and productive way. something i should have done years ago… but… you live and you learn i guess. spent saturday and sunday at home in jersey. had to drop shia off because my parents are watching her while i’m gone, and i had to pick up my luggage and just finish up any last minute business before i leave. i also went shopping crazy… but… i deserve to. i’ve worked my ASS off to make extra money for this trip, and i’m really proud of the things i was able to accomplish.

i still can’t believe that i’m going to london in less than 4 days.
probably because the idea was so RANDOM, and everything that transpired since i decided to go has been a complete tornado of random…
it’s just becoming so surreal.
the boys… matt… etc… meeting them was the jumpstart to even having this desire to go, and now its turned into this like… personal life changing thing for me… and truthfully, i’m just so happy right now.
everything happens for a reason, and it may sound weird, but i keep getting this feeling that something is going to happen while i’m there. something really good. i haven’t the slightest idea what it is… but its that pull… ya know? just like… this incredible thing is going to occur in my life either during those 9 days… or because of those 9 days. everything that led up to me actually going, has been a crazy trail of events. so… i’m excited. i feel it. i really do… and i’m so anxious to see what it ends up being :) i always get weird feelings or visions (not psychic, haha) – but even marisa gets bugged out cause i’ll say something is going to happen… and it does. in exact detail. but… in this case… no clue about the detail really… i just know its something that changes my life in the BEST WAY!

in other news, my sister cut my hair while i was home. it’s all punked out again… i’m obsessed. she did such a great job. maybe i’ll post pics tonight or something.
i also got to spend time with jen on saturday night… for the first time in months. it felt so good to be around her, especially with all the bullshit going on lately.

anyway…
gonna head out to buy the candy off matt’s list that he sent me.
apparently they don’t have grape flavored stuff in england? or… tootsie rolls.
who knew? ;)