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because i have to.
i can’t believe its been two years already. i feel like my days sometimes can’t go ANY faster, yet two years just flew. how that works, i have no idea.
for some reason it still upsets me so much even thinking about it. i wasn’t even this upset over michael jackson. don’t get me wrong, i got mildly choked up… but nothing like how i was when heath died.
i still don’t even know why, really.
i do know it kills me that i’ll never see SO much talent in one body again like his. i love how private he was. i think i always liked that the most. he did his thing and didn’t care about a spotlight. that makes his already amazing talent show how deep it actually ran.
i love that.
and i miss seeing his smile randomly on my tv. he had the most beautiful smile i’ve ever seen on a man.
i’m sure theres a ton of people remembering him today… and i’m sure theres a ton of people completely forgetting.
but i’ll always remember. always.

and this will forever remain one of the most adorable scenes i’ve ever watched in a movie… he was perfect.

rip, beautiful <3

in other news, training week starts up again on monday. i love this time of year at work. i get to see some of my friends from the different markets across the country, and it happens like twice a year at most. always a fun time though. if you recall last time i ended up flying on a trapeze lol. who knows whats going on this time.

this just in, i’ve been losing weight ;)
my clothes are loose, and thats fantastic, hehe… and i’ve been eating healthy and working out about 5 or 6 days a week.
i drink like 3 liters of water a day – im dead serious, my coworkers think im nuts haha… and this is coming from someone who HATES WATER. i’ve always hated water. it makes me nauseated. LOL, please i have no clue. but after forcing myself to drink a few glasses a day, i actually started liking it, and now i drink a deer park 3liter stackable thing every day. hahaha. i would have never EVER thought i’d be able to do it. but i feel amazing! :) i’m also doing it to get ready for that major audition coming up… which im still not telling anyone about haha… yet.

randoms.
- add me on twitter if you haven’t already done so. @jbongiorno
- go check out the new stuff on britees.com
- i think i might be the only person left in the world that hasn’t seen avatar.
- i had to make a tshirt yesterday for this tyler hansbrough thing my company is promoting… and they called him last night and he loved the shirt, but he no longer wants to be known as “psycho t”… and instead wants to be recognized for his skills on the court. so… thats that. i took 2 hours on that damn thing haha. and today he decides to grow up. oh well. i also didnt realize till this morning that he’s the guy in that at&t commercial with the girl and the lost dog and she’s all “sarah! you’re home!”, or some shit lol. he’s hot though. all 6’9″ of him ;)
- jersey shore reunion was amazing last night, hahaha. SERIOUS. sammie is such a waste of life lol, she made herself look like a complete retard, im glad ron snapped at her.

thats all i got. i thought this post would be better but i guess not, ha.